Curiouser and curiouser! Go on, ask away :)   Saving Wandering Girl.
I'm still lost so you haven't found me yet.
To Love A Woman Still

I have loved the same person throughout time. Deeply and irrevocably. Even in absence of that relationship I love her still. In the unconditional way I could never learn to love her when I had her. I peeked her joy and in place of sadness I was elated at her happiness, blessed to witness what I’ve always desired for her. My heart is lighter knowing, I didn’t realise I had been burdened with not.…

View On WordPress

— 2 days ago
…Or at all.

…Or at all.

I’m neurotic. Especially when I’m in love. I learnt the hard way how that kills love and, after a long, uphill scale from rock bottom, have fought tooth and nail against it. I thought I was repeating patterns – and admittedly old habits do die hard – but it’s not me. It’s you. The silences, the absences, the Russian roulette of affection, the emotional tug of war. I won’t do it again. Ever.…

View On WordPress

— 2 months ago
Not Enough.

You can’t love me enough.
You don’t
Want me, or
Need me
Enough.
You can take me or leave me,
That’s not enough.
You don’t have
Enough
Time, attention or commitment
That you’re willing to spare.
Your life isn’t
With me and
Full without me,
It’s not enough.
Your priorities are many and
I’m not
High
Enough.
You can’t give me
Enough
Of you;
Your heart is lost to someone else
Or, lost from everyone else

View On WordPress

— 3 months ago
Syrup and Honey

Don’t you go wasting
All your money
On syrup and honey
Because
We’ve
Got our love

It’s a metaphor for life really. Stop trying to force things to be what they’re not when what you have is enough for what you need.

View On WordPress

— 3 months ago
Lessons

Lessons http://wp.me/s2GIXw-lessons

‘No’ is a complete sentence.

‘No’ does not require any explanation or justification and you are fortunate if a ‘no’ is explained to you.

People can change their minds, perspectives, feelings or choices and not be less genuine.

Individuals immediate changes in the above make them no less sincere than if those changes were gradual ones.

Changes are natural evolutions from the moment, time or place…

View On WordPress

— 3 months ago
Playlist

Playlist http://wp.me/s2GIXw-playlist

I Hate You So much Right Now – Kelis
Bust Your Windows – Jazmine Sullivan
Somebody Come Get Me – Melanie Fiona
Next Lifetime – Erykah Badu
Resentment – Beyoncé
Love The Way You Lie – Eminem ft. Rhianna
Rather Go Blind – Etta James
Nobody Knows – The Tony Rich Project
Officially Missing You – Tamia
Wish I Didn’t Miss You – Angie Stone
Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart – Alicia Keys
Foolish – Ashanti

View On WordPress

— 7 months ago with 2 notes
Ego of Love

Are you angry because he changed his mind?
Are you sad because it seemed like it was never true?
Do you cry because you doubt there was anything genuine in it?
Are you angry because he is so unaffected?
Are you sad because you still care?
Do you cry because it doesn’t matter to him?
Are you angry because he said things that now ring false?
Are you sad because it’s only you that lost?
Do you cry…

View On WordPress

— 7 months ago
2K14

2K14 http://wp.me/s2GIXw-2k14

It’s a new dawn, it’s a new day, it’s a new light…

Happy 2014.

December 31st I built a fire and turned 2013 to ash. Literally. My spirit couldn’t take anymore. I was tired, miserable and crumbling from the inside out. I wanted more from my life than…

View Post

— 9 months ago
Fuck Your God

Not every fucking day write poetic prose and skillfully structured pieces. Some days just tell the Internet to go fuck its self because it (probably) doesn’t pay your bills and you can write whatever the fuck you want. Because that’s real.

I am ANGRY.

An…

View Post

— 9 months ago
Heartbreak.

When a heart breaks it makes no sound
It doesn’t stop functioning despite prayers for it to
When a heart breaks it can’t be replaced
It doesn’t repair with ease because you can’t see where to fix it
It doesnt comprehend how it’s hurt
It doesn’t know how…

View Post

— 9 months ago
Dogs Howl Too

101113:2149

Heartbreak is an overwhelming, all consuming pain with little to no relief for its physical manifestations. It is the one overarching feeling that transports you back into the primal mindset of humanity to embrace the urge to scream and cry…

View Post

— 9 months ago
Saving Wandering Girl

Y’all ever see that movie ‘Saving Private Ryan’?

I’ve been at war with myself for years, wanting to be more, do more, do better. Wondering what success meant, how to define ‘being happy’ and if there was this thing called love to believe in. There isn’t.
I…

View Post

— 9 months ago
#film  #movies  #narcissism  #saving private Ryan  #self reflection  #war 
Late.

Late. http://wp.me/s2GIXw-late

Those mornings you find hard to wake up for. Heavy fog hovering over your senses, a welcoming blindness before the cold, bright light of day reminds you that you want to cry. You wonder how the sun, the nurturing sun, can be so cruel, so empty, so…

View Post

— 9 months ago
Break Up.

I was stricken with an inconvenient love for the wrong man.

I was all mixed up in it, strung up by it, laden down with love for this man.

I woke up one afternoon, the air outside was biting and seeped through the ill-fitted insulation on the panes of my…

View Post

— 9 months ago
#break up  #heartbreak  #love  #relationships  #Twitter